this just plays on loop

Step 1: hmm, I feel like I don't have enough creative outlets in my life, like I have brain fun activities and I have physical movement fun activities, but what about my SOUL???

Step 2: after viewing creative options, this is actually very intimidating? I do not know how to do this

Step 3: no, you know what, I'm going to try a thing, because having a beginner mindset is valuable and fun

Step 4: well, I've started, and I think I'm having fun? but now I'm starting to have concerns about how much time this takes up, and all this stuff I have to figure out a place to store, and what am I even doing this for again?

Step 5: do I need to simplify my life to reduce my stress??? maybe I should take a break on all these project ideas I had

[REPEAT]