sure, let's call it that

My writing "process:"

Before writing:
*This story is going to be great! It's going to be the best thing I've written yet!

While writing:
*I'm not really sure what's happening.
*Why am I writing this?
*Nothing is happening in this story.
*It is simultaneously too slow and too rushed.
*This story is a hot mess.
*I wish it would end.

After writing, before posting:
*Every time I try to re-read, I fall asleep.
*I'm not sure this story makes sense.
*This is very likely the worst thing I've ever written.
*I'm posting it so I can stop thinking about it.

After posting:
*Immediately forget how hard it was.
*What am I writing next??? It's going to be great!